I have to tell you all how grateful I am for your friendship,support & your belief in me over the yrs. We’ve all gone thru some tremendous ordeals together…good & bad. The ordeals I’ve endured over the last several yrs. have taken it’s toll on me. It’s crushed my belief in any god I thought may be watching over me. I don’t know if I will ever get those beliefs back.
You probably won’t be hearing from me for some time after this weekend. I’m being forced to cut back & the internet lost it’s bid to stay. It seems the battery connection problems I’d been having have gone & burned out the starter on my truck. At this point I have no $$ to get it fixed. This truck was to be my only ‘safe place’ if I should end up homeless. It was to be my one & only way of reaching my sister in Oregon. It was my livelyhood. It now sits out there displaying how screwed up my life has become.
I knew my life here in the park was going to end sometime but thought I could at least depend on the truck. Wrong. So now I’m w/out vehicle (my only freedom),water,cat food (poor babies) & the fear of never getting up to see my sister. I picture myself as 1 of those vagrants that huddle down in front of walmart asking for help.
I will probably Never get over the hate I have inside me for the manager here in the park. If it weren’t for her complete bungling of Chuck’s will I wouldn’t be here in the state I am. I owe my bankruptcy to her & there’s nothing legally I can do about it. She hasn’t (even tho she’s has plenty of opportunity) even had the b*lls to apologize to me for her errors or made any attempt in offering her help (altho I would never take it from her again-the witch). Since Chuck died & she became manager she’s also managed to purchase 2 more homes w/in the park bringing a total of 4 homes owned & a share of park ownership. That’s not counting the big huge house her husband owns that she’s been living in for yrs.
The hate I have for her just grows & grows inside of me.
So my family…you have it! You can probably keep in touch w/my sister via FB if wondering where I end up or how I’m doing. You’re all Beautiful People! Please stay that way! And Please,Please…No ‘Well Checks’ sent to my door from the police dept. That would cause more trouble than I already have. I Love You ALL!!
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