I have been giving Sylvester extra kisses and pettings to let him know he is still number one in my book. This morning he actually was purring when I was doing this but as soon as I start to kiss him, Mia wants to know what we are doing so she came rambling over and he stops purring. Darn! Oh well. We are only on day five (4 1/2 if you don’t count Sat since she arrive around 1pm).
I was feeling down again this morning. I just need to find a new perm job and move as soon as possible so I can get out of the apartment and not be reminded of what once was at least a friendship. I sent off my 30-day notice to the landlord on the way to work. I do feel empowered now that I am taking the steps to a new life. I can’t help feeling a little sad though at losing what was a promising partnership. Husband is a dreamer and I am a take action type. Husband and I are a like in that I use to be a dreamer in my 20’s. Well, he is in his 30’s and should be beyond that stage now. Mutual friend of ours agrees with me in the fact that husband is now just being lazy.
The year 2007 has been a bad year for me. Started off badly and will end badly. I cannot wait for 2008 to start.