I’m going to try this one more time and see if I can actually post. I have not been able to post here since the switch over. Basically I gave up and haven’t even tried because it became so frustrating. But, I love Emma…. she is beyond being a special friend to me, and so I am willing to try once more.
Emma, you have been in my constant thoughts and prayers. I thought of you when I imagined you going to bed last night and I knew, all too well, that tears were streaming down your face and that the pain in your heart was so physical as to take your breath away.
I thought of you this morning, when you would be waking up… and hoping that maybe it had all been a horrible dream. And I thought of you going in to feed Ruggles and looking for sweet Rotley.
I thought of you when I realized that it has been 24 hours now that our precious boy woke up in The Meadow. And…. I could see, so clearly, his sweet face looking down on you. I hope that you could feel a little flutter in your heart that would be Rotley telling you that he is missing you but that he is with so many friends.
As I said to you this morning, in time, I know that Rotley would want you to open your heart to another little kitten who so needs a home, and love that kitten as deeply as you love Rotley. It would be the best way to honor him and I know that it would make him happy.
I love you, my sweet friend.