I was called into HR’s affice with my boss and the Health and saftey officer. I was questioned extensively and then I made a written statement. HR asked me questions and I wrote down the answers. At one point I started crying because they were asking some very intimate questions with 2 men in the room and I was horribly embarrassed. Then HR said she doesn’t know what she is going to do about me. I am to report to work at my regular time Tuesday. I will be like a cat in a room full of rocking chairs until I know what is going to happen to me. she is talking about sending me back up to Albany for yet another exam. she will probably put me back on sick leave – half pay until then. the problem with that is that I only have 2 weeks of it left for my lifetime. I am going to run out of money very soon and I am still behind with January’s rent – haven’t even paid February’s yet. so I will probably get a notice to appear in Eviction Court soon.
and soon I won’t even have money for car gas, or car insurance (I pay every month divided by 12). thank God the suv is paid for. I made the last payment February 1st. and no I can’t sell it because it needs body work and it’s 5.50 years old…
I will not go to my parents. they are tapped out of money and I would only get yelling from them. the relationship is so bad with them that they won’t let me stay in their home. they said this at the end of my stay with them after I recuperated from the spinal meningitis 2 years ago…
I am really inbetween a rock and a hard place…