Karen and MMM, it’s just now-Ex “BF” being a cheating a$$hole like all the rest of the Exes (oooops, that wasn’t fluffy). Things weren’t going great, but I had thought if we broke up, at least we could stay friends. Well, turned out he’s no better than the rest of them and I really don’t want anything to do with him anymore at all. However, there is the job situation. I’ve been debating whether I should get a car this week and take the job and be able to make a better life for myself, earning more money. I wouldn’t have to deal with him really at the job. The other option is to just quit and never have to deal with him again.
I’ve been waiting for an opportunity to get a second job like this, and somehow would feel even worse (I think?) if I gave up “BF”, new job, car and a nicer place to live. I’m sure the extra job, car and apartment won’t happen if I make this a clean break and don’t take the job.
I was thinking of grinning and baring it for the next week until I can get the car and start the new job next Monday, but don’t know if I’d just explode first.
Anyway, that what I’m dealing with.