A few years back a dear friend of mine was dying of aggressive breast cancer that had spread to her liver, bones, spine, and brain. I went to visit her (she lived in a different state several days drive away) for a week and found that no one, not her doctors, not her husband, no one, had told her she was dying even after brain surgery. And, a full year after her masectomy no one had ever taken her to get the breast prothesis she had a prescription for and that insurance would fully pay for.
It was left to me to take her to get fitted with the prothesis and bra for it. Having done that with my mom some years earlier, I knew what to expect and at my friend’s request stayed with her in the fitting room.
And when she started asking questions about whether or not she was dying, I told her the truth. We’d been roomies in college and dear friends ever since. No way I was hiding the truth from her. She needed an honest answer to confirm what she already knew from the way her condition was rapidly declining. I think her husband simply didn’t know how to tell her and was afraid to face the truth himself.
I spent the week I was there taking her places she wanted to see one last time, like the zoo, or just driving around town to see places that held special memories, like their first house, etc. I gave her my late mom’s cane and walker with my dad’s blessing. No one had even gotten her those things to help her be able to leave her house.
And I pushed her husband into contacting hospice care, getting long overdue Social Security disability for her so there would be some money for the children, getting her husband to contact family counseling for their boys, etc. And I cried myself to sleep every night for a month to find no one had done anything for my dear friend all that time and that I hadn’t realized months earlier she needed that much help and been there for her sooner when it could have made so much more difference to her final 18 months of life.
How could all the doctors have never told her she was dying so she could come to terms with that and find some peace ahead of time? I just can’t fathom why they never told her.