Hi, only me, just letting you know I’m still out here. Mum’s fine, but the last 6 months or so has really caught up with me big time. What I thought was an on/off grumbling stomach ache has become full blown Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS), something I had years ago, and thought I’d got shot of for good.
I’m terribly bloated, and in a lot of pain, as my gut is constantly in spasm. I’m on medication, but it’ll take a good few days to kick in. It gets worse as the day goes on; I made work this morning, but, like yesterday, by evening time I’m doubled up with it. It is of course stress related – just like the migraines, the acid indigestion/heartburn, the seized up neck, the anxiety and the depression. I have truly had enough of 2007, and just want to feel something like normal again – I have two speeds : a million miles and hour and Stop.
Sorry to sound so pathetic, especially when others – One Popoki, Meezer Mama, Karin, Emma and anyone else I might have missed are having such a rough time, I am thinking of you – but it all seems a bit bleak right now. I’ll feel better when the pain eases.