I don’t have much experience with sick kittens as I only have one cat, but my boyfriend and I had rough times with our Tzeetzee when she was very little, and experienced something of a miracle. I found her on the streets, she was alone and a horrible winter was just rolling in… I didn’t even plan on having any pets but seeing her like that, I decided then and there to take her home. All was well for a week until she got really ill. The vet suspected it was an infection that had incubated in her little body and had started wreaking havoc. I carried her to the vet on my arms every day for about 10 days (didn’t have a transporter or car available), the poor thing was like a pincushion from all the shots she received. She hadn’t even licked any food for a week, vomited a lot and had diarrhea (her tummy was so upset from all the antibiotics), she became skin and bones and wasn’t moving much at all. Like you, I felt like I was going crazy, couldn’t sleep I was so worried and felt very, very alone. The vet, bless her for trying so hard, wasn’t very optimistic. And there were nights when I would just lay next to her, checking if she’s still breathing, bawling my eyes out, and even then, when things were so bleak, there was a piece of me that just wouldn’t give up, and I would tell my Tzeetzee everything would be just fine, and she would grow up to be healthy and strong. And she did… One day she decided she would eat a teaspoon of food, slowly the vomiting went away, then she started eating a little, then a bit more, the diarrhea went away and my little trooper was, very slowly, on her way to recovery.
I guess what I learned from all this was to always be positive when things are rough, I’m sure cats can sense this optimism. And even though situations like these are so frustrating and tiring to us humans, it’s the cats that are going through the worst, and they really need us to not feel alone in it. And patience… Neverending bucketloads of it. Think to yourself that no matter how horrible things can be, it all HAS to pass and better times MUST be ahead. Rewinding the film on what went on with Tzeetzee I have tears in my eyes, but it was all so worth it now that she’s happy and healthy.
Keep up with all the good you’re doing for your kits, and remember that with A LOT of patience and TLC, the vet visits and diarrhea will all be a thing of the past, and you will be able to enjoy many happy times together… Let us know how things are going, and good luck! Lots of positive thoughts being sent your way.