Karen and Brandilee,
Have to add my two cents’ worth, too, I also had two failed marriages, though the first was my fault because I married right out of high school, just to get away from home, not for love. I had no love for this man, nor he for me, so that was just chalked up to experience. The second was to an alcoholic, but I had no knowledge of what an alcoholic was. Naive me, I just went out and drank with him. But when I realized that it was his way of life, and it wasn’t mine, things deteriorated. I walked on eggshells not to send him off on a drunken tangent. He always drank outside the home, not coming in until they threw him out of the bars. Then it was MY fault that I was doing this, or not doing that, or wouldn’t “service” him in his drunken state–anything to put the blame on me. I finally joined Al-Anon, and found out it WASN’T my fault, and it was up to me to make the choice-stay or get out! Finally, I chose to leave, hard as it was to go out on my own. But I did it, and I’m the better person for doing it. He has since quit drinking, and is a rather nice person–we still keep in touch, though he lives in Ohio.
So, kids, do what your heart tells you to do, and know that you have a wealth of experience here at TDK to pull from. We’ve got love, friendship, and always a shoulder to cry on.