AV that sounds like a lovely healing process … I hope the collage helps.. I was so torn when Buttons died.. I had always said I’d have him cremated .. But when it came time the nearest crematorium was a couple of hours away and only cremating on the following Thursday .. I wasn’t willing to let Buttons out of my arms even for one second so we knew we had to bury him with Lady Muck, Smelly Cat & Maneki on that little island in the middle of my parents river under the oak tree.. But as we all know they’re just places to visit they never truly leave our side.. Cuddles will always be with you.. I feel Buttons around me everyday ..